Reconnect

All that is needed right now is for you to reconnect

The greatest pain we feel as humanity, is the disconnection from our own Divine Self

The most clever thing to do to take control over the most intelligent species on this planet, is to divide them from themselves.

The world is run by psychopaths and narcissists that can only survive by manipulating the masses.

The war and abuse we see in the collective is a reflection of the disconnection within ourselves and eachother. When you are true to yourself you won’t let someone manipulate you into believing their truth cause you ARE your own truth.

Stand deep and tall in your own Knowing.

And inspire others to fall deep into their own Knowing.

As each and every human being has the seed of Christ Consciousness within to blossom. You ARE Christ Consciousness.

It was never Jesus his intention to be put on a pedestal and get followers, he was walking evidence of Christ Consciousness and his message was of inspiration, not of religion. ‘You too are this’

The most courageous act one can do right now is EVERYTHING in your capacity to reconnect. To reclaim your connection to your own Divine Truth.

It is of most importance we line up right now to our true essence. Lean inwards and anchor yourself in Being. As we are moving through these big collective unfoldings.

“Be a beacon of light to the one still in doubt”

📷 sarah.dienaar

One of the many big insights I got during my time in India was realising it was exactly 10 years since 2015/16 which was, in hindsight, the beginning of a great transformation.

I’d moved back to the Netherlands after pursuing a dream in London West End, which wasn’t coming off the ground. There were 3 chapters streaming intertwined throughout this year:
- The voice of holland (another pursuit to make a dream come true)
- Monthly 3 night Ayahuasca ceremonies
- My mom’s final year

And all of it came crashing down
It was a complete destruction of a high number of identifications and I felt left naked and stripped to the core in January 2016 (exactly 10 years)

During one of the experimental/meditations at the retreat in India the word ‘destruction’ came and it hit me deep. Those past 10 years were needed to grow my capacity and mature emotionally.
In my little head I thought back then that I (with all those nights of ayahuasca) was ready to meet all the traumas and become free. Thinking the Voice of Holland would be my big breaktrough. Little did I know I was forcing and pushing something that has Divine Timing.
And I realise how precious that timing is.

Layer by layer we move through to experiences that we came here to experience.
Forcing the nervous system with many liters of ayahuasca had a different reason than I believed it to be.
I am not making it wrong btw, cause that too had it’s purpose.
Just sharing the realisations that currently came to my attention.

Some of those ceremonies helped me deeply to come to the essence of my voice, and without them I would not have been where I am right now.

This sharing is about seeing the beauty in surrendering to divine timing.
In a world where everything is about faster and bigger.

Fast Food, Fast Fashion, Fast Music, Fast Fame, Fast Healing etc

2015-2016 was a catalyst, and those 10 years after that was all about growing my capacity to meet what I had been forcing back then. It’s like all those moments the little Leonie staring into the flames bagging for change, and life answered..

I have prayed to be a pure instrument of God, to be a channel of the Divine
No idea what that actually meant and what impact that had on the unfolding I was about to move through.

None of it was wrong, let me say that again

The word destruction changed to de-construction
And the time was ripe to release the emotions in the arms of Mother India

Seeing the Divine Orchestration of life brings you to your knees
I am in awe of Not Knowing

I surrender to Not Knowing

And as I move through the layers of my Being I see how in the collective there is the same unfolding. Coming to the realness and rawness of what is actually here.
Systems are breaking down and truth is coming out.

And it asks from each and everyone one of us to surrender to this deconstruction.
Just be still in the centre of your being and call upon your own maturity.
Don’t run with what is coming up, feel what is underneath.
You are only responsible for your own energetic system.

I am still in play with the unfolding and everyday I get the oportunity to move through another layer. Just because you’ve already mourned about something, doesnt mean you drank all the medicine. There is a constant fine tuning. ‘You meet yourself in the capacity you are ready to meet yourself’ - meaning: Once youre capacity has expanded, you meet yourself more fully and more expansively

Just yesterday and still today I feel tender as life brought me to a part of me still stuck in the past, grieving the loneliness and devestation of losing the earth beneath my feet when I was 14. All I have to do is taking the time and space to sit with her..

‘It’s okay sweetie.. I know you are really scared.. I am here’

Embodying your Self can’t be forced
You are already that, and still you are becoming

Be gently with the persona, just keep leaning inwards to the Bigger Being that you are
Be patient yet thorough

This is not a time to be flaky, its a time to Shaman Up

I’m sure not everyone enjoys receiving my promo emails about workshops, concerts, online offerings etc. Honestly.. me neither lol

As independed artist you just want to create and share from the heart, not be busy with having to sell yourself. That’s why many artist sign with a label or management because then all that is done by others and you can just be you.

But I’m not signed cause what I have to offer is a different stream of consciousness that doest fit in the regular commercial music industry. It’s not better or less, its just different and I need it to stay aligned with me.

Who knows there will be a label that aligns perfect with my Being.

I already have people working with me and taking things from my hands in order for me to be more the Artist and the Leonie.

Anyway long story short, this substack is for all those wanting to connect with me as the human that I am. The artist that I am.
Not the marketeer.

So here you will only find sharings from the heart and you can follow my personal journey without me trying to sell you something.

This is how I want to be in this world.

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Thank you for the love

Leonie